To be free, content and happy.
To be myself.
Guided by no one else,
peacefully choosing what is good.

Anxiety - yes,
giving rise to letting go,
longing to work through it
traveling further in myself,
learning to appreciate my heart.

No more stupid questions
"why did you do this to me".
Being at ease in the middle of terror,
in the middle of events I can not control,
waiting for life to uncover itself.

This is just the beginning.
I am happy to be me,
right here, right now.